Yet again. I talked about this once, drawing. I don’t know what happened but I never loved drawing as much as I do now. I don’t even like my drawings yet I love the process of it.
I don’t know what hit me but I tend to really dislike how my drawings turn out and I think that’s mainly because I ~always~ compare myself with other, so much more experienced artist and their work just always makes me feel less worthy just because how my drawings turn out.
I really want to change that so I just keep drawing and try to get better at it every time I take a pencil in my hands. And let me tell you, that is not working as well as I would want it to but hey, a little progress is still a progress, right??
Not so long ago I took watercolours to challenge myself and I ended up watching at least three YouTube ~tutorials~ on how to paint with watercolours and gawd, turns out it’s so much harder than I thought it would be or maybe it is just me pressuring myself and not feeling free enough while drawing with this kind of paint.
Also, one thing I really want to get better at drawing is people. I CAN’T draw face features at all and that is so nerve wracking because most of the time I come up with ideas which look amazing in my head and yes, they include a human figure but then when it comes to reality, I can never draw it like I want to. But again, maybe all artists struggle with this.. I have no idea at this point hahha!
So yeah, this is just a rant about a hobby of mine. What hobbies do you have??
Faustantica.x